lost kitty

Oh not because happiness exists,

that too-hasty profit snatched from approaching loss.

But because truly being here is so much; 

because everything here apparently needs us, 

this fleeting world, which in some strange way keeps calling to us. 

Us, the most fleeting of all.

...Ah, but what can take we take along into that other realm?

Not the art of looking, which is learned slowly, 

and nothing that happened here.  Nothing.

The sufferings, then. And, above all, the heaviness,

and the long experience of love, 

- just what is wholly unsayable.

- from The Ninth Duino Elegy, Rainer Maria Rilke

serprise

serprise!!! an early christmas present from my very good friend malen (shucks mare honga 2 years na tayong magkakaibigan!) hehehhe


a stirrer... ang tagal kong inantay nito mare... isang taon mula nun binigyan mo ko nun mug :) (shet di ko lang mahanap ang pic nun mug) tenchu so much

and aside from this serprise me sekwet date kasi ang lola malen at ako ang kanilang julalay! amf... will reveal soon kung sino ang bagong boylet ng lola... watch out for it :D


on another note guilty naman ako sa monita ko sa kris kringle namin sa pabrika, ako meron na 2 gifts galing sa box :D samantalang ako di pa nagbibigay wahahahaha... gusto ko kasi pag nagbigay ng gift one time big time

stop

to my dear blog friends, lurkers, stalkers, haters, and fans (nyahahaha as if merong fan!)

this is to inform you that www.heyokity.com will no longer be accessible in the coming days... enjoy the posts here coz anyday from now heyokity will close its operation...


that is because my domain will expire and i have chosen not to renew the dot com anymore... but dont worry peeps you can still find me at http://heyokity.blogspot.com should my domain lease expires...

to my stalkers - i wont make it hard for you guys to stalk me, so there bookmark the site ;)

to my lurkers/readers/fans - if you still want to be updated with the latest drama in my life, join my adventures, laugh with me, cry with me... you know the drill bookmark http://heyokity.blogspot.com

footah! feelingera ko talaga na marami akong fans! shet LOL

We all had our reasons to be there
We all had a thing or two to learn
We all needed something to cling to
So we did...

living in my own little hell... trying to survive as each day goes by... i can still see the moon from here... moon can i ask you again?... but this time with just a single question... what's wrong with me?

one of the resons why people get so sentimental…it's because memories are the only things that don’t change…when everything else does… there are things in life that you cant hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it...

sometimes destiny isn’t always good, it becomes playful... when you meet someone you learned to love, you thought it was destiny who made your paths cross... but what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create? making you realize in the end that the person you though that was destined for you wasn’t really meant to stay… but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you’ve already fallen..

you can never own something that was never yours… so lets stop gripping on things we expect to last forever...

nothing lasts forever.

forever is a lie.

everything is transitory.

so while you have something in your hand, put in mind that its just borrowed... so that someday when its gone, it wont take you eternity just to let it go...

when your feelings get strong for someone, its always wise to stop for a while and give you heart a time to breathe... a time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion... because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship...

love can sometimes be magic...

but magic can sometimes be an illusion...

there are times when I wish that I was limited to certain emotions... so that i'll never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken... but the same thing means that ill never know how it feels to love and be loved in return... the thought of it kind of scares me... to have a heart that’s whole but numb… or a heart that’s broken but real...

someday we’ll all be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry, and fight... maybe when that time comes, we’ll be laughing at our old dumb selves… realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew weren’t really meant for us...

but I guess learning takes time, and mistakes make one’s journey fun...

life is what we make it...

love makes the world go round...

so let’s live, love, and take whatever pain it brings...

though its hard to wait around for something that I know will never happen…

its harder to stop when I know it's everything i've always wanted...

so where do you learn the art of letting go?

time

“Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't
own it, but you can use it. You can't keep
it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it
you can never get it back.”

"I was thinking about how disjointedly time seemed to flow,
passing in a blur at times,
with single images standing out more clearly than others.
And then, at other times,
every second was significant, etched in my mind."

“We all have our time machines.
Some take us back,
they're called memories.
Some take us forward,
they're called dreams.”

is she hot or hot?

with all the brouhahaha about the trilogy of Manny Pacquiao, Jinkee, and Krista Ranilo rocking the philippine blogosphere and traditional media... just confirmed my belief that all filipinos are chismoso at chismosa! yeah cheezmax to the max bwahahahaha cant remeber the last time people were abuzz talking bout other peoples lives hehehhe.

well anyway here's my take on the manny-krista-jinkee thingy: having money and fame kinda makes you a magnet for all temptation but having money and fame doesnt give you the right to give in to temptation.

oh well moving on... thanks to dj mo twister's newly opened blog (which is so awesome like the Dj he is you should really check out his blog and listen to his good times radio show) i found out about this hot chick named mocha. and oolahlah she had a kissing session with krista before the manny chismax went out... go check out mocha uson's blog for more photos and see her girl on girl action with krista.. wahahahaha


hmmm is krista hot? nah.. but mocha is! LOL

PS. i forgot to congratulate pacquiao on his awesome win over cotto! dang see now his triumph is being overshadowed by this scandal. people are now talking about krista and him instead of how he beated down cotto. oh well, he's still the greatest boxer i know though...

mind over heart : heart over mind

mind over heart

"Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one said it would be this hard"

heart over mind

"Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you"

letting go

"If you love someone, set them free.
If they come back they're yours;
if they don't they never were."

heart on fire

my heart skipped
and fluttered
is it true?
still cant believe
what i've heard
too good to be true?
dare i hope again?
please dont play
with my heart

NTC implementing "per pulse"

what the heck is this advisory? so what is this NTC thingy that they will charge you per pulse instead of minutes? pupulsuhan ka ba nila habang may kausap sa phone?

yeah do whatever you want as if the consumers can do anything about anything except complain! i am soo busy i have so many problems right now and my mind is sooo full already kaya pwede ba tigilan na yan mga advisory and annoying spam/advertisements.

when do you give up?

when do you give up?
when do you stop hoping?
when do you stop loving?

regressing

I close my eyes and transcend

Beyond the light to a dark world without end

The spirit escapes the temple of flesh

As seductive winds of madness

Absorbing me in to the cryogenic system

A void of lifeless dreams

memories

One of the million ironies in life is that the happiest memories tend to be the most painful ones in the end.

confused

adik ka ba?

akala ko ako na ang super adikness sa mga games sa facebook, there was a time na ako ang number 1 sa lahat ng games na nilalaro ko sa FB, sabi nga nun isa kong officemate ako daw ang reyna ng lahat ng games dahil di nya ko ma-beat bwahahahaha... well its nice to know na hindi lang pala ako ang adik jan sa mga games na yan, although im sorry kung marami akong naimpluwensyahan maglaro bwahahahha, malay ko bang maadik rin kayo? ahihihi

and i have also proof na marami talagang baliw na baliw jan sa mga games chorva ng FB, i swear dumami ang dumadalaw sa blog ko pero sana nga lang maging pera yun mga visitors na yan noh, chuva whats your google adsense secret ba kasi! amf LOL eh wala naman sa kalingkingan ng visitors mo ang visitors ng site na to...sobrang saya ko na pag umabot ng 100 ang unique visitor ko per day, 50% nyan ako yung visitor at mangilan ngilan kong stalker,... hoy sino man yun mga stalker ko mag comment naman kayo jan!!! LOL sige na magsawa na lang kayo mag stalk jan dagdag hits rin kayo LOL.. before these facebook games addicts invade my fb related posts eh yung mga out of own trip posts ko ang mabenta at si ojofuffo


well anyways after i posted yung mga kachorvahan ng farmville at yoville ko consistent ang search sa knila pero ibang level ang cafe world ang daming gustong mandugas bwahahahahahha. grabe biglang naging 7k plus ang visitor ko bwahahaha at 400 a day unique aylabet... pero sana talaga maging pera yan mga visitors na yan noh!

mahilig ako ta tingle

hihihihi kaaliw tong video ni bitoy ewan baket ngayon ko lang napanood tong mahilig ako sa tingle

wag nyo kong titihin kung di nyo ma-appreciate basta naaliw ako ng todo dito enjoy enjoy the show :)



here's the full text of tino ang dapat titiin wahahhaha aylabet

“Limot…limot. Tige na. Pahingi ng limot. Bibili kati ako ng turbetet. Matalap tiptipin ang turbetet. Dahil ito ay tunay na malata. Buti na lang may itang babae ta akin nagbigay ng tampung pito. Wala pa raw tiyang atawa. Ang ibig tabihin tiya ay tingle. Ang taya-taya ko. Dahil mahilig ako sa tingle! Kung ako mag-aatawa, guto ko ay tingle. Ang kato, biglang dumating ang bading nyang katama. Inaway ako at tinuntok ta note! Ang takit-takit ng aking note! Kaya tabi ko ta kanya. Lagot ka takin. Itutumbong kita! Ang tabi nya ta kin. “Puro ka tumbong, puro ka tumbong!” Wala kang alam gawin kundi tumbong! Kaya ang ginawa ko, Tinigawan ko rin tya!”Ang tabi ko, “Wag mo akong titiin dahil kilala kita!”Wala ka ring alam kundi maniti ng maniti! Puro ka titi! puro ka titi! puro ka titi! Ang mabuti pa, kayo na ang magtabi kung tino ta aming dalawa ang dapat itumbong at titiin.”

rise by gabrielle

now i am ready to rise again.

hello kitty designs

hello kitty designs for 35 years... sharing cuteness through the years... kawaii overload

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yes, all the toys you see here is the loot i got from mc donalds happy meal's celebration of hello kitty's 35th year (yeah halos masuka na ko sa burger mcdo at spagethi wahahahah para lang makumpleto lahat)